“We talked for the first time in like, what felt like, 2 weeks on the phone. It was nice, but then my heartbroke into millions of peices when we got off, knowing that she has a new girlfriend to run off to. It hurt. But i guess that’s just what i’m going to have to deal with for the next few months.. being hurt, in pain, crying myself to sleep. Dealing with this emptiness in my heart. I never wanted to see her unhappy… i thought she wanted the same for me. I guess us as humans assume too much. Whatever, going to live my miserable life as usual. Getting off, goodbye.”